Complex Feelings

I have been having a hard time in school lately. My grades suck. I feel like I've been a jerk to everyone. I completely and utterly failed at me NaNoWriMo attempt. I haven't wrote a blog in forever. I've quit Honors English. I have no clue what I should do with my life.
I need somewhere to go.
Where nobody is judging me and I can just say what I need to say.
And I won't hurt anyone else.

Please don't find this as a suicide note or anything, because it's not. I just need to write and share my feelings.

NaNoWriMo?!

Okay! I have almost given up on writing a novel in a month! It is just not possible for me to think of a story with enough depth to cover 50,000 words!

An Inevitable Future (what I've been working on) has depth but I can't seem to put what I want on paper or Microsoft Word for that matter.

Mrs. Barney asked today how I'm doing on it and I told that I had only 1,624 words! I don't think this is impossible for me when we are supossed to be more than 10,000 words by now!

Not only has Mrs. Barney asked about it but in the same day an adult in my ward, whom I happen to hometeach, who has offered to do my cover for me, brought it up today and I had to tell him that I was struggling!

I feel so overwhelmed and stressed right now! I only hope that I can get this novel done in my lifetime!

I do not want to disappoint everybody that I have told about it!

I don't know what to do!

Do you have any advice for an inexperienced writing enthusiest?

So....

So.....
What has happened to me the last week?
We've been working on Dinner Theatre.
Oh, I went shotgun and .22 shooting with scouts!
I have been given the chance to tryout for the Music Man early because I'm gonna be gone on the actual day!

So....
Oh! I found a Fallout Boy (Featuring John Mayer) version of Micheal Jackson's Beat It!
We now have Christmas Music for Rhapsody! Well...one song anyway!
My brother wants to tryout for the Music Man! And I don't want him to! Why you ask? Because...I don't know I guess I'm selfish!

So......
Good-Bye!

12 Dancing Princesses?

Today was our first performance of our Rhapsodian Mini-Musical: The Twelve Dancing Princesses!
It was amazing, I've heard, and I had sooo much fun!!!
I only wish I got to see it! *girly sigh*

Stress

I am sooo stressed over NaNoWriMo right now!!!!

It is just as hard as it sounds to write a novel in 30 days!!!

Not just that but I have to finish COMC by Wedsday!!!!

I also have a performance this week and Dinner Theatre in like two weeks!!!!!


If you are feeling stressed....do something about it....email me....and....we can grieve TOGETHER!

Blog Post!

Okay, I'm going to post a bunch of random stuff like.............

In like two minutes I'm going to the school to help Mrs. Louriero with some Dinner Theatre Stuff!
We all know that today's special event is Halloween. I'm seriously not that excited about that. I'm more excited to go visit my long last friend!
Speaking of which, we are supposed to be meeting up with him at Chapel Park, but *shrug* who knows if it's gonna work out?
So.... Oh I know!
Tomorrow is when NaNoWriMo starts! I'm so excited!

NINJA! NINJA! NINJA!

As of now I am officaly freaked out!
Terms end is on Thursday!!!
And I averaged my (horrible) grades and I got about 82.3% which is a low B-!
I know most of are saying: Hey that's not THAT bad!
Guess what I say to those people that say that?

You are completely right!
I am soooo glad I am (as of October 26 2008 appro. 6:15PM) not below a 3.0 cuz you know that would mean I couldn't be mascot! And HIM2 would take my place cuz he's the alternate! That wouldn't be pretty!


Today I made a goal and the only way I am going to complete that goal is if I get off my lazy but and FINISH ENDER'S GAME IN ONE DAY!!!


P.S. I left COMC in Money's class so I'm challenging myself this weekend!

P.S.S. Don't ask me about the title cuz I don't know either!

P.S.S.S. If you scrolled up to look at the title I'm laughing at you right now!

P.S.S.S.S. If you didn't scroll up before you just did now and now we are both laughing at you!

TODAY!
I made a list today.
It was a list of thing that I needed to do.
This is that list.


nanowrimo.org

Reading stuff 4 English

Research Taliban

Read lines and COMC

Math Assignment


And, being the lazy person I am, have done only the first and last of that list.
Now because I love procrastinating I am going to explain why I put the stuff I did/am doing now.

The first one (which you should so totally check out) was advised to me by a certain Freakin' Genius and is very interested, even though I can hardly get 500 words on a blog, would love to take the challenge of writing a 50,000 word novel in the month on November!

The next one is my Book Report And Such in which I am mostly done with. If you have Gleed you would know what I am talking about.

The third is optional and it is for my Geography Slideshow Term Project Thing in Bytendorp's class which I do not have to do at the moment for it is not due till the 5th of November (procrastination in action).

Ah this next on "Read lines and COMC" is impossible to do because I left my Complete Works of Shakespeare in Miners class when I was wondering aimlessly around the school. And COMC obviously means The Count of Monte Cristo which I really don't want to read because I am not enjoying that way the author speaks.

And finally my Math Assignment which I have already finished! Which means I have ZERO MATH HOMEWORK!

And I just remembered that I have another assignment in Geography and I need to work on it tonight in my bed at midnight! {Yipee, I can't wait!}

P.S. {this} means {insert sarcasm}

P.S.S. You should check out mine and HIM2's videos on YouTube! Just click the link below this Post Script Script.

http://www.youtube.com/user/CanadianStatesOfAsia

P.S.S.S. Fricken' Genius if you happen to be reading this don't get annoyed by my enthusiasm in announcing the site you told me about to the world!

P.S.S.S.S. You guys should join nanowrimo.org and take the same challenge I am! If you are interested in any way click on the guy at the bottom of my blog entry which is now done!







http://www.nanowrimo.org

This Week!

Sorry you guys my dad was gone and the internet was down all week so...

This week has been pretty...exciting! I have been given the role (for Dinner Theatre) of Moonshine who says something along the lines of "Hey this lantern is the moon and this is my dog." Yeah I know it's kinda weird. But I am also A certain king that kills a certain prince who might be Alex Eldredge! I am ALSO a knight from Monty Python and the Holy Grail! I know that's allot!
On Tuesday I got my picture taken as "Most School Spirit" and as the Mascot to put in the yearbook. And Greek Mythology was due that day and...I got 200 out of 400 so yeah. I also had the Choir concert in which I had a Fricken' Awesome Solo! And my dad got back from Florida and to the school just in time to see me!
Today (Wendsday) writing workshop stuff was due in English today and I kicked but. An Mrs. Loureiro went over my Moonshine part in dinner theatre. And I was just playing a new video game my dad bought us for being good on his trip which I probably shouldn't have done because I have some Science, English, AND Geography homework-oh and I can't forget Geometry...I always have Geometry!

SO yeah that's pretty much everything that has happened so far this week and that was...234 words! Oh that's cool 234 HAHA! Ah man now its 244. :(

500 Words!

How am I supposed to get 500 words in a blog in a completely uneventful week....
Okay umm....there was a test in Money's...friday I think and...Oh my gosh! Why is this so hard!
JoJo is on her blog typing 47gazillion words a day and I can't even get 5...Oh Wait!!! I'm 1/10 of the way there! Now I'm 1.5/10 there!

Campout!

Okay I'm soooooo sorry I forgot to tell you about how AWESOME the camp out was. I was probably so awestruck that I forgot all about you (no offense!)!




So we got to the camp ground at approximately...some time and were supposed to set up our tent and such but we got distracted and started to get, our captive, Preying Mantis to eat a cricket we caught. But no matter what we did we couldn't get some killing so we gave up and went to one of my leader's cabin to grab another canoe for the next day when we were to go on the reservoir. And on the way there I was yelled at to "smack that!" and I had no idea what they were talking about until I noticed that there was a COW by my window (seriously how do you miss a COW!)! Anyway when we got there we grabbed some wood and me and HIM2 climbed, using our insane Ninja skills, onto the balcony one floor up!

So on our way back to the campground I had another chance to "smack that!" but the cow obviously had been harassed before so it dodged it (wow that sounds weird!).

So that night we all had a BLAST in the tent! It was me, Dallin Johnson (7th grader), Josh Banner, Zach Jensen, HIM2 (who is Ibrahim Quraishi the 3rd), and Gavin Klitgaard (so much for being anonymous, sorry if some creep comes to your house and rapes your soul!) in the tent and we PARTIED! There were Mike&Ikes, Beef Jerky, "Your Momma" jokes, and (my personal favorite) "that's what she said"s!

After all the chaos everyone besides me and HIM2 were asleep and we talked about out childhood and the several Ninja Missions we had gone on together. I would tell you my life story but...you know it would take a life time (NOT! I have probably one of the most typical suburban lives in the WORLD!!) We fell asleep on the cold, hard ground.

When I woke up I was told that a moose had been near our tent. And I am very glad that Josh (Banner) was not in the tent at the time because moose hate him and we would have been killed! Wouldn't that be just terrible for two Ninjas to die by a 'moose accident'!

Anyway we got ready for the day and went on the reservoir to canoe. And it was fun I was paired with HIM2, because Ninjas always are together! We found a cross and we got out of our canoes to check it out. I don't remember what it says but that's besides the point. My point is that we are Ninjas and we climbed the side of a reservoir!

So we eventually came to a small stream where we could see salmon! And (although we weren't supposed to) we went up stream to catch us some fish! We caught them with our hands and that was like the coolest part of the whole trip!

Well pretty much after that we packed up camp and played that ABC game on the way back home.


THE END

BORED!!!!

You know the world in ending when the Unicorn Ninja is bored!!!
Except for the amazing voleyball victory (GO FALCONS!!!) this week has been boring as poo!! (I know it's THAT bad!)
Today has probrably been the most boring day of my short life. When there were several people who are so much luckier then I am and they went on a field trip while I was rotting in my Seminary class taking the EXPLORE test!
But hopefully things will turn for the better because I have a Scout Campout Friday and Saturday and we have new, fricken' awesome, youth leaders!!

I'll tell you about that when the time comes!

The Adventures of ME, HIM, HIM, and HIM!

This week has been pretty fricken' awesome! Not only did I get mascot but I am the romantic spanish guy Don Joan Casanova (something like that) in our Rhapsodian Musical Thing.
Now I must tell you a story of epic porportions but because I am trying to be completely anonymous I am goin to use names that "ME" came up with.

It started out as just a lovely bikeride to Dan's. After we all entered the famous teenager hangout spot we headed to the usual drink isle and "ME" grabbed a liter of Mountain Dew and said "This stuff is liquid gold!" then tossed it with a spin and missed the catch and it hit the ground and exploded leaving the gold splattered all over isle 12! We then went to the front and told them of the waste. Then "ME" and "HIM3" bought thier drinks and "ME" was lucky enough that he didn't have to pay fo the liquid gold he spilt!
After that little mishap we went to the tiny man-made river across the street to chill for a sec. We then adventured around the area when "ME" made our story title he said" I will make this moment into a story The Adventures of ME, HIM, HIM, and HIM!." (And I was lucky enough to be HIM1)
We then decided to take our adventure to the next level and we debated to go through the large tube from where the water drained out of an unknown source to us. I, being the brave and muscular one was to lead us through the tube.
We then slowly started to go through the cobweb infested water tube when there was a loud sound above. They all yelled at me to go faster. HIM2 became so impatient and terrorfied that he ran past me ,getting his shoes wet, and dashed out the end of the tube. I got out nearly the same time to see a small creek, and on the other side, a pioneer looking house.
After we all got our first breath of good old oxygen we were scared out of our shorts (I think I was the only one there that was actually wearing shorts) when this ancient lady appeared acroos the river yelling "GET OUT OF HERE YOU BUGGERS! THIS IS PRIVATE!"
If only we had our video camera.
We took our chances with the busy road and ran for our lives from the lady whom we were surprised didn't have her shotgun. After we played Frogger across the deadly road we grabbed our bikes and went to make a movie. And no it did not involve a lady with a shotgun!

Do me a favor PLEASE!!!

Would you guys please do me the great favor of reading this and telling me what you think through email or comment or just tell me in the halls at school how I did and what I can do to make it better.

Prologue

These journals have been collected all around the world. They have been collected for one purpose only. To inform the public of the disaster to come.

(next page)

This first journal is the journal of the brilliant Jason Cobalt. He is 15 years of age and lives in a n arphanage three blocks away from the city's proud school Richmond High which he attends with his perfect 4.0 average. He has a special ability that no one knows except for one individual. And it isn't him .

1st Journal of Jason Cobalt

Today just might have been the best day of my entire life! I can't even believe my luck! I could have died at the end of the day and I would be satisfied with my life's work, and I'm only 15!

I decided just today that I was going to start a Journal to record my life's works and wonders to share for future generations to come, for one day I am going to be some some famous guy and everyone would like to know what events in this young boy's life made him the awesome man he is today!

This is definately one of them!

It started out as a regular beautiful day at Richmond High, for a regular day at school, for me at least, is a beautiful day at school because I love school... yeah I'm pretty much a nerd... a cool nerd.

If you are reading this you probrably didn't fall asleep and have thought of what to tell me here, through email, or at school what you think I should do to make this sound better or just tell me how awesome it is!

WOW!

This is pretty frickin' awesome.
I've always wanted to be in a Ninja Clan!
Havent you?
Well if you're reading this then...
WELCOME TO OUR GATHERING OF THE NINJA CLAN!

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